I know its very long since last post. And today i a very very very bad day for me. I duuno where to vent my anger so i shall post here. it's irritating!!

She wants to find job, is it my problem?? Do i have the responsibilities to do her resume?? why must i do for her, is not even my problem... Cant she do herself dunno learn lah!! Doesn't mean i study business i have to know how to do resume rite?! I am born the eldest is my problem, do i have to do everything you tell me to do?! Is not fair

Why don't you ask others to do, why me, why is it always me!! Everytime me of course i dun want to do it. I don't feel like doing it, can't you ask others to do, i am the oldest yes yes i know but i just don't want to do it ok!!

You think only you stress, i also stress ok...school project all coming at onces and i dont even know how to start i am not a genius and i don't like any of the modules so please give me a break already i had enough!!

Today i just one of my bad days, your own things just do yourself, you want me to help at least you try and do yourself lah everything you think i like, if i ask you to do everything for me will you like it. It is the same for me!!

I have my own problems and i been thinking too much lately so u see me relax and never see me doing my work. It doesn't mean i never do ok?! just feel like giving up already nothing is going my way!! i really have enough!!

POEM:

She wants a job, MY PROBLEM

No Resume, MY PROBLEM

Cant she do herself

Such a big girl already!!

I am the eldest, MY PROBLEM

I study business, MY PROBLEM

You go blame GOD lah!!

Everything MY PROBLEM

Can't she do it herself

Your own problem solve it yourself

Don't every time i have to do

It's irritating

I HAD ENOUGH!!

7:44 PM